Thursday, May 22, 2014
Session #14 (NYC)
Today's session was rather uneventful. I was worried, as I knew Shinji would be working on filling in the other side of my ass-cheek. It was bad, but it could have been worse.
My next session isn't until early July, so I have some time off until the next one!
Wednesday, April 23, 2014
If I Knew He Was Going to Pound My Ass Today, I Probably Would Have Rescheduled.

A woman walks into a tattoo shop and asks the artist to give her a tattoo spelling "DOUBLE ENTENDRE"—so he gave it to her.
I arrived a little late today, so I immediately got undressed. I put on my fundoshi—which barely covers anything—pulled the fabric between my legs and tucked it in the back. When I walked over to where Shinji was waiting, he had me turn around, and immediately untied the back of my fundoshi and exposed my ass. So, it's going to be like that today? I thought. I'm not really ready for....well I guess it's okay....we have to do it sometime....
He had my lay on the table, on my right side. He started slowly, hesitantly, above the crack of my ass. He was gentle, almost knowing how much it hurt—and damn, did it hurt. He gradually got more forceful, until he was pounding away, over and over again. I was sweating, and my head was throbbing, but he didn't care about my discomfort—only what he was there to finish.
When I come for my next appointment I'm pretty sure he's going to give me more of the same.
Wednesday, March 12, 2014
Session #12: The End of Outlining (and the Start of Shading)
Today Shinji finished the last of the outlining! I'm feeling a tremendous sense of accomplishment—and relief. We started a small amount of shading as well, but I left the appointment without a photo at the end—so pictures will have to wait for another post.
Old-school jazz today, which made the machine-free part even more enjoyable. I really do enjoy the quiet of the hand-poking work.
Wednesday, February 19, 2014
Session #11 (NYC)
On the way to my appointment today, as I walked through the streets from Chinatown to Little Italy, I passed a couple speaking Italian (at least I think it was), followed immediately by a woman speaking Mandarin Chinese (maybe?) to someone on her phone. It reminded me of something I read, from someone describing what they thought was one of the best things about the U.S. I can't find the source, but it was essentially: You can live in Italy for most of your life and still not be "Italian," but as soon as you move to the U.S., you're an American.
When I got to his studio, Shinji was listening to traditional American music. When I glanced over at his computer, it was playing an "American Primitive" album and/or station; a mix of early gospel, country, bluegrass and blues. The mix later changed to newer country: "Luckenback, Texas" and assorted Johnny Cash. I wondered: if I was doing what he does, and tattooing in Japan, would I be listening to Japanese "roots" music—like Shamisen?
We're almost completely finished the outline. Next visit we finish the lines around my neck and connect my back onto my chest pieces—and start shading.
Wednesday, January 29, 2014
Session #10: "Maybe is Better"
This is my first time getting tattooed in almost two months.
It was nice to not have to worry about a trip to New York around Christmas
shopping and visits with relatives and friends—but it was good to get back on
schedule with my appointments.
The trip to New York was especially cold this morning, but
it was especially warm in Shinji’s studio—almost stiflingly so.
Today was a lot of drawing to begin with, and this often
makes for a rough start. During the first fifteen minutes I’m daydreaming, looking
at any new photos of the work Shinji has decorating the walls. By the first
half hour I’m trying hard not to shift my weight as my feet start to fall
asleep. After forty-five minutes of standing in the same place I’m often
lightheaded, and struggling to hold out while Shinji finishes. I had to stop
and take a break partway through, and I was glad to finally be lying down when
he finished sketching today’s line work.
But things just got more difficult, as today was the day to
finish the inside of my right thigh, up to the crack of my ass, and own the
other side. Getting the lines done on my inner butt cheeks was probably the
worst so far—and that was just the outlines. I imagine the shading there will be
just as shitty to sit through, if not worse. We will see.
Shinji called it a day after and hour and-a-half (which was
fine with me). He finished the most tender parts on my butt, and then worked
his way up my right side, to right below my armpit. (He started to connect to
the Horiyoshi III piece on my right arm, which is exciting.) Afterward, like I
usually do, I asked his apprentice to help with photos of my progress. I stood
in front the drape separating the two rooms, legs about hip-width apart, with
my back to the camera as he snapped a few cell-phone shots.
“Maybe is better,” Shinji said, “if his legs…” He motioned
with his hands….
“Closer together?”
“Yes, legs together, I think.”
I stood with my feet together for the last few shots,
thanked him, and headed out.
As I was going through the photos on the bus on the way
home, I can see why Shinji made the suggestion: in the early shots my scrotum
is especially prominent, distractedly hanging down between my legs in the early
photos. Did I mention it was really warm in the studio today?
Yes, I thought, maybe is better.
Wednesday, December 04, 2013
Session #9: Flowers (and Clouds)
As I was getting undressed and into my fundoshi, Shinji
said, “I think we do regular background.”
“Okay,” I said, surprised.
“Since we have to connect background here,” he said,
pointing to my shoulders, “we should do regular background.”
My tattooed arms both end on the top of my shoulders with
clouds; the right side from Horiyoshi, the left from Shinji. I guess that means
the plain wind bars are no longer the plan.
“Is fine,” I said. “It’s just that you tell me what we are
doing, and then I spend a month thinking about it, and next appointment it’s
something different,” I said, mock-exasperated.
Shinji laughed. “Trust me,” he said, smiling.
Shinji applied stencils of two of the three flowers and then
freehanded the rest. The session was similar to the last several: an hour of
drawing, followed by two hours of tattooing. As he was drawing, I was looking at the
stencils he had tacked up to the wall, in preparation for other clients. There
was a new one, a wonderful hero figure that looked like a cross between a
samurai and a hula girl. I asked him about it after the session.
“That Tamatori Hime,” he said. I asked if it was a warrior,
as I didn’t think there were many women warriors. “Not warrior,” he said, searching
for how to describe her. “Diver,” he said, settling on that word. “She went
into the ocean and stole a ball from dragon,” he explained, pronouncing “ball”
like “bowl,” so much I wondered which he meant. “She stole a ball and cuts her
chest, putting it inside. Very famous person—not real person though,” he said,
not sure I understood it was a myth. I asked him to write down the name so I
could Google it later. Wikipedia says:
“The
fable of Tamatori-hime 玉取姫 ‘Princess Jewel Taker,’ which was a favorite ukiyo-e subject of Utagawa
Kuniyoshi, is a variation of the Hoori and Toyatama-hime love story.
Tamatori was supposedly an ama diver who married Fujiwara no Fuhito and recovered a precious jewel that
the Sea God stole.
“The
legend of Princess Tamatori (Tamatorihime), or Ama, developed around the
historical figure Fujiwara no Kamatari (614-69), who was the founder of the
powerful Fujiwara clan. Upon Kamatari’s death, the Tang dynasty emperor, who
had received Kamatari’s beautiful daughter as a consort, sent three priceless
treasures to Japan in order to comfort his grieving lover by honoring her
father. One of the treasures, a pearl, was stolen by the dragon king during a
storm on its way to Japan in the inlet of Fusazaki. Kamatari’s son Fujiwara no
Fuhito (659-720) went in search of the pearl to the isolated area where he met
and married a beautiful pearl diver named Ama, who bore him a son. Ama, full of
love for their son, vowed to help recover the stolen pearl. After many failed
attempts, Ama was finally successful when the dragon and grotesque creatures
guarding it were lulled to sleep by music. Upon reclaiming the treasure, she
came under pursuit by the awakened sea creatures. She cut open her breast to place
the pearl inside for safekeeping the resulting flow of blood clouded the water
and aided her escape. She died from the resulting wound but is revered for her
selfless act of sacrifice for her husband Fuhito and their son. (Miller
2007:137)”
When
we were first discussing ideas for my back, at my first visit, Shinji asked if I wanted a human figure on my
back, a mythological hero.
“No,”
I said. Explaining that I wasn’t familiar with the myths, and that I didn’t
feel right getting on tattooed on me.
“Good,”
he said, obviously relieved. I got the impression he was glad to not have to
talk and American out of appropriating a mythos he knew nothing about. “Is
better, I think, something else.”
I wonder who is getting the Tamatori Hime piece. I didn’t ask.
Tuesday, November 19, 2013
Session #8 (NYC)
Last Wednesday's session was a short one—which was fine with me. Shinji added flames to the rest of the tail, including flames right into the top of the crack in my ass. (You can't see it in this photo, but... ouch!)
Next we he says we're outlining flowers on the back of my right leg, and then starting on the background. Wind bars only; no clouds.
Monday, November 18, 2013
Para el Cuarto de Baño
Of all the things I picked up in Mexico, this is my favorite. I don't think Andi likes it that much.
¡Lucha Libre! (un otra vez)
I specifically booked my flight back to Philly on a Saturday so I would still be in town for Friday night's Lucha Libre! As most everyone had left the hotel on Friday morning, I ended up catching a cab and going by myself.
I had a great conversation with the taxi driver. As he spoke almost no English in was primarily in Spanish—so I got some good practice. When we got to Arena México he asked me, "¿Tiene un billete?" "No, no tengo un billete, I answered. (No, I don't have a ticket.) "No compra billetes en las calle. ¿Entiende? "Si," I said as I exited the taxi. "Yo entiendo." As I opened the door, I was mobbed by the hawkers selling tickets. I pushed past them to the window to buy a ticket, and then made my way inside.
Los días final en México
So.... my commitment to keeping this blog current while I traveled through Mexico didn't quite stay consistent. I've been back in the U.S. for a week, and my blog needs an ending. So here goes:
The last few days were spent catching up on sightseeing. One more trip to the Mercado Cuidadela, and then a visit to the Museo Mural de Diego Rivera, the Instituto Nacional De Bellas Artes (it was closed), the Palacio de Correos de Mexico across the street, and then Museo de Arte Popular. My friends from the U.S. had all left Mexico City by Friday morning, so I enjoyed the time by myself.
The last few days were spent catching up on sightseeing. One more trip to the Mercado Cuidadela, and then a visit to the Museo Mural de Diego Rivera, the Instituto Nacional De Bellas Artes (it was closed), the Palacio de Correos de Mexico across the street, and then Museo de Arte Popular. My friends from the U.S. had all left Mexico City by Friday morning, so I enjoyed the time by myself.
Wednesday, November 06, 2013
Retrato de Lupe Marin
On Tuesday morning, I went to visit my favorite piece of art
in Mexico: “Retrato de Lupe Marin,” by Diego Rivera, painted in 1938.
It made a big impression on me the last time I saw
it—probably in 2006, when I was here for one of the first piercing seminars put
on by the APP. My life has changed a lot in that time.

I stood in front of the painting and studied it; I stared at
it for probably a half an hour. I stared at her hands, her feet, her reflection
in the mirror behind her. But mostly, I looked at her face.

She wasn’t the detestable ex-wife of last trip’s painting;
she’s a woman deserving of sympathy; the sympathy for someone who loves you,
but who’s no longer gets your love in return. She’s a monument; a beautiful
woman who he could no longer show the love, the affection she deserved. You can
look at the painting and hear her say, “Diego, ¿por qué no me haces hermosa?
Why can’t you make me beautiful? It’s shows Lupe’s painful longing—for Diego?
Monday, November 04, 2013
Sunday, November 03, 2013
Oaxaca (Dia de los Muertos)
(Mientras escribo esto, Bethra y yo estamos en el primer autobús de la mañana a la Ciudad de México. No tengo wi-fi, así que probablemente voy a publicar cuando lleguemos al hotel.)
I usually feel right at home in Oaxaca's vibrant ex-pat population, but this trip it
was hard to not feel like an ugly American with the swarm of tourists who
descend on the town for la Dia de los Muertos. I’ve been spending a lot of time
with Bethra, so the last two days consisted of a lot of markets and eating, and
we had to wade through the sea of people to get to our favorite food spots.
After dark, about ten of us followed Jason over to a group
show (where he had a piece on display) in an amazing space that was basically a
courtyard inside an abandoned, decaying building. After this, we headed back to
la Galeria Gorilla for the performance scheduled for later that evening.
Around 8 p.m., we
were led into the gallery for the evening’s performance: “Bridge of Mud and
Feathers.” It was performance piece Japanese-American Shibari bondage
practitioner and educator Midori and suspension artist Samar. In the small
space, Midori, in Butoh-inspired costuming, adorned a rope-trussed Samar with
flowers, and then Jimmy Buddha and Muffe, both gilded, attached red chord to
Samar’s already-inserted hooks and suspended her off the floor. As she spun, Midori smeared ink over parts of her body, than
pressed paper to her body, creating crude paper prints. It was quite beautiful.
(En el autobus, la pelicula “Spider-Man” in playing—en
español—mientras Bethra y yo estamos viendo “Fuego” con Isabel Sarli en mi
computadora. La turistas que estan detrás de nosotros estan dormiendo, y esta
bien porque Sarli esta desnuda por mucha de la pelicula. Es un viaje estraño.)
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